Friday, March 31, 2006

1 Timothy 4:12

This is my favorite verse... when I get discouraged or something I think of this verse. It makes me feel like a stronger teen, for the last few months that I am a teen...lol...

"Let no man despise they youth; but be thou an example of the believer, in word, inconversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity."

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Oh the Pain

I feel broken
from beginning to end
nothing seems to happen the way it should
it hurts
all the pain and discomfort.

Killing my insides,
my heart hurts,
my brain is fried
and my body aches

why me why my family
please tell me how to move on


Well alot of things are going through my brain, more than just family matters. I feel lonely today and dont feel like myself. I want to cry, more than I already have but I dont want to draw attention to myself. Oh well, maybe seeing through these things will help with closure. I guess we will see!