The Rising of Nichole

Good Afternoon!! How is everyone? Man it has been kind of crazy in the world of Nichole. I am working like crazy and such. I went to LTC last weekend in Rogers, AR. It was so much fun, lots of memories made.

I am trying to get back on the right path. I have slipped and skidded along the path I have been on and I am trying to make it right again. I am having some struggles but I am getting faith in myself more and more each day. If you are praying I really appreciate it.

I am hoping to be able to get LTC pictures on here sometime. I am busy that is for sure. I go home at night but I am worn out by 8 at night. I am in the process of trying to move departments at work, but I am thinking about looking for another job somewhere. I am just unhappy with this job. I love what I do I don’t love the way things are run around here. There are a lot of things around here that the owner would be unhappy with if he knew they were going on. I have said my peace and I am starting to move on.

I am also trying to move out of my parent’s house. I don’t make a whole lot of money so it is a struggle. My friend Kim and I are trying to get a place. She wants to buy a house, not me, at least not yet. I will pay her rent if I move in with her. You never know I could just up and move to Missouri or Arkansas!

Well I am off for now, I have to get back to work. Hope all is well. Love to all!

No wedding, no nothing. I am single again, I do enjoy it but at the same time I miss Trey. Things were just going downhill and I needed a break. He has handled this better than I thought he would. We still talk and stuff but it is just hard sometimes. I am coping very well though, to me it is not a hug, hug deal.

Yesterday, 3/4/08 we and our church family lost a dear friend and deacon. Tim Hartman was in a plane crash with some fellow employees he worked with and all 5 lost their lives. Tim and Audra have 2 boys Matt and Marc. I think about them a lot now. It is such a surprise to see someone you interact with so much at church and see interact with the youth group be gone now. I was in total shock when dad told me this morning. Pray for the family of Tim Hartman.

Work is work, just busy everyday and trying to keep busy. I am finally caught up and now I don’t know what to do. I just try to stay busy and get the things done that I need to get finished.

Kim and I are going to find a house to rent and move in together. I am looking forward to it now that I have had time to really sit down and think about it. We have a lot of things, so we wont have to buy a bunch of things. The hard thing to do now is find a place with 3 bedrooms, one for me, one for Kim and one for Addyson (Kim’s daughter). I am looking forward to though. Its nice to have a change in things!

Well I am off to work. Everyone have a great day! Love ya’ll

Today it is raining, thundering and lightening in 35 degree weather... this morning I walked out of the house in the hail. I got soaked walking from the front door to the car door which was not even 5 feet!

I finally quit hobby lobby, I am d one with that place! I coudnt take any more of it. Hopefully Trey getsa out of there soon... that is if he wants to if nothing changes I may be making some drastic decisions! I am confused right now. My brain is cloudy and very fuzzy. I am not on drugs or drunk or anything I just am thinking a lot about EVERYTHING!

Well I am done for the time being. Any advise, PLEASE let me know!!